Happy Birthday to Me.

So, my birthday morning went a little something like this:

Monday: come home sick from school, go to sleep from about 12:30 to 1 ish.

Monday night: cant sleep. supposed to be asleep, but cant sleep. Tossing and turning.

Tuesday morning (3:45 am ish) Im too warn. I get up to go change pants, and i start brushing my hair. when im done i take the hair out of the brush and suddenly i'm uber dizzy. I bend down and calm myself, thinking im going to go get mom. Everything goes black and i dont remeber anything. I wake up with uncomfortable pains in my back.
I had passed out, fallen to the ground, hitting the towel rack

(COULD HAVE been worse, like i could have hit my head on the counter sink!)

Mom flips and takes me to the ER. I spend 2 and a half hours testing only to find out they dont know what causes that for me, and i have a tendency to pass out when "over heated"


So yeah, such a wonderful birthday. What a way to turn 15! [:


Yes, I'm ok now.

xoxo,
Capri

New Year

Ringing in the old, wishing for a New.
Possibly something good, hopefully a few.
Maybe it'll end, the bitter crap, a bunch of bull.

New Year, are you here?

xoxo,
Capri

Rollar Coaster .

life is a never ending rollar coaster. Up down, flip, stop,jerk. yada yadda yadda. I can see the upside down part, but where do I flip over?

Depressed.

Merry Christmas..

I think Im falling.


I feel sick. . .



why am i not dead yet? I'm tired of hurting. tired of crying.


xoxo
Capri

yeah

Just wanted to say thanks. To all of you who have posted comments. Stuff is slowly starting to settle back. Things are still rough and tough, but I'm rolling through.

Steven,
If you sent me anything on my MSN account, I haven't gotten it for the fact that I have no clue where my iPod is, what my screenname was and what my password was. Yikes.


xoxo,
Capri

It's been Rough.

What can I say? I'm just tired of it all. :( looking into getting help from the real deal soon.


xoxo,
Capri

things started looking up there for a moment.

and then they started to plummet. and fast. I've been trying to stay calm, and lately I've just lost it all. I still work on hanging in there. I think I need to write more. Maybe let loose.

xoxo,

Capri